Sir Guy

mood: envious

Developing a crush on a guy who's engaged. 

Lame right? Why God? Why? lol. But I'll need to settle for just being friends cause he's way too cool & we get along way too well for me not to. It just sucks I meet a guy who i click with like instantly; we have common interests, he listens to maroon 5 & actually thinks they're good (we jammed in his car ^_^)---and just a bunch of other things i really like. lol. My timing is just always terrible....oh well, even tho it sucks, i'll just have to accept that there must be reason for all this stuff that happens & that my guy is out there somewhere (but 19 years of being single is too long...no fair to tease me! lol). Well, I just wanted to say that. It's totally like the Jim/Pam/Roy triangle but kinda opposite--he's engaged but i like him (but i dont know if he likes me like that..i mean he shouldnt i guess technically but idk....but if this were the office, i would be like Jim, he would be Pam and his fiance, Roy)---so maybe he'll end it and run away with me eventually *knock on wood* ugh that would never happen...hahaha...just venting. :P but he is a really cool friend, so i'm glad to have an awesome new guy friend at least. :D I know how Jim feels now...hahah...except he was totally in love, i won't drop the "L" word just yet...haha.

"Hey, Laurel, I'm gonna send you a guy who's pretty much perfect for you....but oh, wait, he's taken."
ARGHHHHHHH!

even my friend (she's in my history class--which he is in also..lol) sees that he would be like great for me...but nooooo! What else sucks is the fiance (i think) is like the same age as me....BOO! Maybe they'll have a long engagement since they're so young & one will get cold feet....hmm *shifty eyes* I feel bad for thinking that but whatever...lol. he never talks about her or the wedding or anything like that (not that i wanna hear it cause it'll just make me more jealous..lol) i mean he mentions her name every now and then like if they went to the movies or something, but never as "my girlfriend" or "my fiance" i mean he might know that i know he's engaged...but idk...whatever. i'm over this. lol. my luck blows. the end.

Well, now I should prolly study for my Govt. test tomorrow...BOO